Newly married OAP, Ese Walter who secretly wedded
another OAP, Benny Ark at a court registry in Abuja, has admitted that she
feels brand new.
In a recent interview with Stella Dimoko Korkus, the former
COZA member, Ese Walter who made public her sexual relationship with COZA
Pastor, Biodun Fatoyinbo, last year,
revealed how the almost forgotten scandal had affected her.
“I feel brand new. I think I am different from 2013
because I have been on a path of growth. In August 2013 when I blogged
about the affair that went viral, I was in a difficult place. Difficult because
I had lots of thoughts in my head that was stopping me from making meaningful
progress in my life especially in the area of my faith.
"I was confused, kind of lost and sick and tired of myself.
I felt my journey was getting complicated and there was no one to talk to. The
people whom I trusted with my deepest worries had let me down and turned it to
gossip.” The OAP revealed.
Speaking further, she said “My relationship was
suffering because I had trust issues and it was affecting everything. The
blog led to a sort of breakdown that brought about a breakthrough for me.
"Suddenly, all the bad things that could happen were
happening at the same time. It felt as though it was the end. And indeed it
was. The Ese I had been for nearly three decades died, literally.
When you have gotten to the lowest of the low, the only
choice left is to get back up. So, I started to build again. I left the Country
for a month to get some sanity. In that time, I read a lot, prayed a lot more
and stayed off the internet as much as I could. It was a sort of mental detox
for me.
"By the time I got back, I was in a different head space.
Somehow I didn’t care too much what people thought or said about me. I was a
bit clearer where I wanted to go with work and what I believe to be my purpose.
"I found a new focus for my energy and spent a lot of time
writing, planning, thinking, implementing and loving myself. The Ese of 2014 is
a lot more focused than any other year before now. I am deeply driven and have
huge dreams that push me out of bed every morning as well as define where I
spend my energy and the things I ignore completely.
"Most importantly, I am developing my relationship with
God. I enjoy a certain level of peace that I believe radiates through me and
affects everything I come in contact with.
"As for my wedding to my best friend, coming up in March, I am deeply satisfied with my decision to spend my life with him. We had our marriage registry on February 15th and look forward to the other celebrations of marriage that will follow shortly.
I am looking forward to this new phase and to sharing my journey
with someone who believes in me more than anyone I have ever known."She
concluded.
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